"Dear Darling,
Where have I been? I was up and down, here and there, jumping around, and skipping through the needly grass. Experience cannot really be written again, unless someone else writes it, you know?
I thought I got it all sorted out. Lets talk in metaphors, it's always easy to do when I wana talk about deep stuff.
I came back from the farm lands, back into Britanya, and I thought the kingdom was ready for me, and I was ready for the kingdom. I wanted to emerge with those who I love into light from this world of darkness. 'Its pretty dark down here guys, we should really check it out up there.' I announced. At first, everyone was excited about the future idea, everyone agreed and wanted to marry through to the top. Everyone knew there was light up there, and it was most porbably nice light. But then, I kept talking about the future idea, of how we can get together and make ourselves ready for it, talk about it, see what everyone thinks about the world up there.
But so much talking I have done..."
"Dear Darling,
I love you in space and time.
I am down with the sleepy drawns,
singing harmonics, dancing among vultures.
I am down with a sickness I said,
a sickness I have made.
You are not here to harm,
this heart has one person to belong.
I am where I belong, in the bossom of the soul.
I love you in space and time."
"Dear Darling,
I remember now, it was a storm of emotions and thought, I thought... I thought. thought. thought, until my mind gave up. I thought thinking thoughts, kept doing it for a bit more, and then stopped, Fate, Goddess of Playfulness & Mystery, Lady of the Air, Master of Puppets, showed me: 'Love is not something that people have. Love is not dependent on you or me. Love is a Place, Love is a place where our souls can rest. When I am in Love, I am the Place of Rest. When I am in Love, I am with you and everyone else. When I am in Love, I become Love.'
So, with that in mind, I stopped searching for Love. She wasn't some person that I needed to find, neither a person I needed to help. And now I am playing in the soft & green grass fields."
