January 14, 2009

i swore

"i need to avoid relationships"
that's it, i just said, with my lips
it is sewing too much delusion
and its always slips

left my french friend
smiling with relief
that no more, i have to pretend
my arms for people, i will extend

i took a turn and stopped
thinking i saw World pointing at something i dropped
but i didn't look back, i stared
at the blue eyes against mine, flared

i couldn't remember her voice
i couldn't remember her size
i didn't really have a choice
her eyes were honest skies

days come, and days piled
her friendship always smiled
but to the first line, i was hostile
i knew the situations
but thought it was worthwhile

i read once, that accepting your love
towards someone that has a different dove
towards someone that didn't feel ties
is love acquired by the wise

and i learned from her
that if someone hears your heart
and still accepts your part
that is someone you cherish, a lot

and i was, i did
i said it to her twice
"i greatly value our friendship"
i don't need to seek the relationship

but i swore
i will not fall in love once more
until that feeling again comes fore

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