discovering the way

I am in a constant exploration in knowing my form, my way of doing things, how i live in this world and how i interact with it.

Whether i know it or not, it happens.

From time to time i grab these little ideas out of my sub-consciousness, and look again.
Metaphorically, I watch it, connect little things that I have observed in myself, changes that happen depending where I am, who I am with, make sense of it all.

It's a constant process, looking at oneself, nothing too serious about it, i am only observing, and merge sensible observations together, create new paths. Oh how i wish to show you the movement of it all.

i feel as though every beat,
every sound and word, every movement
every eye and smell,
every thought and emotion

are

inhaled through my skin pores
absorbed into my blood, viens
slowly trickling down onto neuronic pulses

shifting the mind
forming the heart
moving the body

I want to dance your beliefs
your self-inflicted pains, your self-created joys
your train of thoughts, your shivering hands
your awkward smile, your loud laugh
your hatred, love, and hard-boiled egg

i am a shapeshifter
in constant change
i have no opinions nor ways of doing things
when i do, they are a combination of yours
the environment, and the underlying veils

if i ever be free
i will dance forever the movement
of the world, of your heart.

usually these observations always get tangled with other thoughts, or more clearly explained (if ever i can be) my being jumps into different thoughts, feelings, movements. I am never at one place really.

Yet these seemingly unrelated collection of things
happening in seemingly strange timings
like a hand flinch, then a head spin, then eyes blurring, now i am thinking of conversations i had 2 hours ago, smiling, then freezing thought and movement, feeling like a 0, and in between all of that, i am typing.

this is me interacting with the world on every levels

i want to dance you
show you we are different representations of the same thing
show you the souls
that does not separate young from old
black versus white, tall and short, religious or not

i want to dance you
to show myself
the same things